Invention of me

I was surprised,after disovering the invention of myself.

That truth, they say in this world is , I was born.

Here they say , I shall learn to write and taught Deescipline in life.I was surprised again ,

This time ,that I actually realised the reality of myself.

As fresh breeze I step on to this vast world.

I hardly knew ,

Our thoughts are lacking wisdom, from times of immemorial.

Every day I lived,evry second i painted.

To see the best of future,than now.

As one civilized ,I was told.

As a literate ,I was addresed.

But now I invented, I am a nomad wandering undressed,

In the midst of civilization ,

Just not for myself,but for formalities to serve.I have an uncurable disease,

Spread all over myself, this is something I knew .

I have not cared, 

For what I left behind,

For those clouds I left raining,

For that tigress in me ,I let to starve,

For those floods ,I left to overflow.

All I discovered I am living in hypnotised world by wants of luxury. 
This is all invented of me .

I am just alive buybody,

But dead by heart .